You cannot escape...

You cannot escape the results of your thoughts. Whatever your present environment may be, you will fall, remain or rise with your thoughts, your vision, your ideal. You will become as small as your controlling desire; as great as your dominant aspiration.

- James Allen

It terrorized me that I cannot escape from what I think, because I am always unsatisfied with my thoughts but I cannot stop acting upon my thoughts.

There is no escape.

I must evolve.